新年快乐噢=)

黑皮牛耳！！！！！！！(~^^~)
我不想再想那么多了...我的心太乱了..可能受过太多次的打击了吧...
2年的日子真的很快就会过去了..我在马来西亚的这2年...我会好好的过...
所有在新加坡的朋友们...如果你们想找我的话...不怕电话费贵贵的话...
不妨sms我在马来西亚用的号码噢...+60177552931...在此告诉各位我亲爱的朋友...
我会在马来西亚逗留2年多哦...因为我打算在马来西亚读大学课程哦...读了后我就会回返新加坡做工了噢...
记得等我回来噢...我实在不想丢下你们的...可是为了我的学业...我需要努力的噢...
为我加油吧...我如果有去新加坡的话..我会联络你们的噢...我们到时见哦！
记得好好照顾你们的身体噢！我不想看到体弱多病的你们哦！我会尽量update我的blog多一点的...
好让你们知道我的近况...不说了噢...我会好好照顾自己的...别担心哦！拜！(~^^~)
忘不了和你们说声“新年快乐”噢！！！！！
恭喜恭喜！身体健康万事如意噢！(^^)

things to tell my hubby...<3

my heart has been torn apart again and again... how am ii going tu lead a better life in the future? ii juz wan a place dat ii can stay, money tu spend, juz a simple simple life can le... haiish...)= how tu face those facts in the future? i know ii had really hurt you deeply this time round... ii fking seriously know this... but 1 thing! super very important thing is that ii dun have a malaysia bf in jb... you can choose not tu believe me or wat... cause its really ur choice now... yesterday... my mum tell me something about you... she said dat my auntie saw you somewhere... and you are with a gal... ii noe you will not wait ferr me ferr that 2years anymore le... right? ii noe bout it and i can understand... you can choose tu believe my mum or me... you didn't pester me or wat... cause ii am really feel contented le... at least YOU DID SERIOUSLY FELL IN LOVE WITH ME ONCE... ME TOO!! if you really gt another gal in ur heart dat can replace me... i will not tie you... u are free to go de... we cannot predict anything dat is happening in the future de.. juz tu let you noe...i do not have any bf here! ii muz prove my innocence... you should know wat my mum pattern bahx... if she really want tu separate us de hua... she will say watever things tu make you si xin de... you can chose nt to believe me anymore 4ever bahx...its okay de... my heart is already been torn about 15 times le... including you is the 16th le...and is my most severe injury dat ii have ever met... thanks ferr the things dat you had done ferr me in the past... deeply in my heart... the deepest le... the word dat i wanted tu tell you is... i love you...
all the things that i wrote... you can think is bull shit... u can chose nt tu believe all the things... i am fine with it...juz hope you can be happy... dats my only hope... but dun call me tu be happy... coz u will nt be able to see my true smile dat hanging on my face in the future le... nv ever again... one last time... hubby... i love you...<3 and if u really had another HER in ur heart... treasure her bah... and FORGET me too...T.T take good care of urself...
ii will keep our memories in my heart de.........T.T